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Speak Your Love: The Sixth Step in Becoming
“Love is the bridge between you and everything.” -Rumi February arrives soft and bright, like a quiet promise - the kind that needs no fanfare, only presence. This month asks us to open our hearts - not just to receive love, but to give it freely, boldly, and imperfectly. To speak love is an act of becoming - not because the words are perfect, but because they’re yours. This month, we turn toward connection with others, with ourselves, with the world...and we let love speak

Taylor & Lauren
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Begin Again: The Fifth Step in Becoming
“Every morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most.” -Buddha January arrives like a breath of cold air - sharp and bright, carrying the scent of possibility. The calendar flips, and we’re invited to start fresh. But here’s the secret: You can begin again anytime. You don’t have to wait for the new year, a Monday, or even tomorrow. Every breath is a chance to reset. This month, we step into the quiet courage of starting over and choosing, once again, to be

Taylor & Lauren
Jan 13 min read


Return to the Light: The Fourth Step in Becoming
“There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in.” - Leonard Cohen December arrives in hushed tones - long nights, bare trees, skies scattered with stars. The year exhales, and in the quiet of these longest nights, something stirs...a faint glimmer at the edge of the horizon. The light begins its return. This month, we honor both the darkness that teaches us to rest and the light that reminds us to hope. We stand at the threshold between the two, holding both in

Taylor & Lauren
Dec 1, 20253 min read


Liner Notes: Velvet Ember
A Listening Guide by ApothoGothic When the Music Began to Breathe Everything in ApothoGothic begins with the music, with the emotional architecture hidden inside melodies and harmonies, and with the way certain progressions lift the ribs or loosen the spine. For Velvet Ember, we gathered songs the way we always do - by instinct, by pulse, and by that quiet tug behind the sternum that says this one belongs, even when nothing else matches. And nothing matched. We placed choral

Taylor & Lauren
Nov 19, 20254 min read


Velvet Ember: The Breath Between Worlds
An Artist's Statement, by ApothoGothic When we first created the Velvet Ember playlist , the inspiration for the autumn reNEW subscription scent , we thought we were just curating a mood - songs for warmth, quiet evenings, and soft light. But somewhere along the way, we realized it wasn't behaving like a playlist at all. It was breathing . The songs rose and fell like lungs, expanding and releasing, opening into stillness. We didn't plan that - it revealed itself to us, one l

Taylor & Lauren
Nov 4, 20252 min read


The Ember Within: The Third Step in Becoming
“The wound is the place where the Light enters you.” -Rumi November comes with a hush. The air sharpens, the trees stand bare, and the light softens into gold. This is not the month of blazing sun or rushing wind - it is the month of ember. In the quiet of late autumn, we learn to tend what is small but steady inside us. Even when the world feels cold and dark, there is something within you that does not falter. Something glowing quietly beneath the ashes. This month, we hono

Taylor & Lauren
Nov 1, 20253 min read


Awaken Your Magic: The Second Step in Becoming
“Magic is believing in yourself. If you can do that, you can make anything happen.” -Goethe October arrives draped in mist and moonlight....

Taylor & Lauren
Oct 1, 20253 min read


Embrace the Shadows: The First Step in Becoming
“One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.” -Carl Jung September arrives...

Taylor & Lauren
Sep 1, 20253 min read


The Year of Becoming: A Journey Home to Yourself
“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.” -Anaïs Nin We've decided to...

Taylor & Lauren
Aug 27, 20253 min read


The Wild Courage of Following Your Heart
"Your heart knows the way. Run in that direction." -Rumi August arrives like a golden hush. The sun hangs heavy in the sky, the fields...

Taylor & Lauren
Aug 1, 20252 min read


Find Your Voice
"What I know for sure is that speaking your truth is the most powerful tool we have." -Oprah Winfrey I was sixteen, surrounded by my...

Taylor & Lauren
Jul 1, 20253 min read


Free Your Mind
"Being inclusive is having a human connection without placing judgments before it." -Sarah Greichen Diversity (noun) - 1. The state of...

Taylor & Lauren
Jun 7, 20252 min read


Flower Moon Celebration
“Don’t worry if you’re making waves just by being yourself. The moon does it all the time.” -Scott Stabile ApothoGothic turns two years...

Taylor & Lauren
May 1, 20252 min read


Decompression
"Tension is who you think you should be. Relaxation is who you are." -Chinese Proverb Since 1992, April has been recognized as Stress...

Taylor & Lauren
Apr 1, 20253 min read


Time to Break Free
"It took me quite a long time to develop a voice, and now that I have it, I am not going to be silent." - Madeleine Albright Throughout...

Taylor & Lauren
Mar 2, 20252 min read


A Coherent Heart
"The heart hath its own memory, like the mind." -Henry Wadsworth Longfellow When our thoughts, intentions, and actions align... When we...

Taylor & Lauren
Feb 1, 20252 min read


Balance, Tranquility, Strength
"Balance is not something you find - it's something you create." -Jana Kingsford We all look for balance . She's elusive, but we look...

Taylor & Lauren
Jan 1, 20252 min read


Holiday Honey 2024
“Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness. Kindness in giving creates love.” -Lao Tzu It's time...

Taylor & Lauren
Nov 1, 20241 min read


Autumn Cocooning
"Close both eyes to see with the other eye." -Rumi The busy days of summer have come to a close. No more lazy days in the pool, impromptu...

Taylor & Lauren
Oct 1, 20242 min read


Nurture Yourself
"Self-care is how you take your power back." -Lalah Delia With the kids back in school and us back to the normal daily grind, we thought...

Taylor & Lauren
Sep 1, 20243 min read
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